I am probably one of the most vicious, annoying, foolishly strict, and 'ganyantai' person you would meet.
I (well sort of..) Really do bark directly most of the time.
I'm not one fault finder, that's what I think.. Feel free to correct me. I criticize, so I don't mind get criticized, but remembering I'm not that smart in reading between the line, go tell me how I can fix myself too.
I AM A SUPER STRICT PERSON SOMETIMES. I do NAG most of the time.
It's something that isn't really good for human-human relationship, that's why I'm currently trying to read books about dealing and winning people, so that I can grow, so that I can improve myself.
Mind my sharp words, and perhaps once in a while, foul mouth too.. I'm trying to change, go help me with it too if you don't like that side of mine as much as I do.
Now, though I kinda hate how sometimes I am too harsh for good.. I also kinda like how the strict side of mine makes people never really barge with my principle. Well, basically they're just too affraid to argue with me sometimes.
It's silly, but it's relieving sometimes.
How I don't have to explode or burst out publicly, and how I don't have to try to tolerate what's not worth tolerance. How my stictness make people not dare enough bluntly fouling anything important for me in front of my face.
They might just talk about it behind my back, but the thing is.. People never really mess with me. I AM PROUD OF IT haha.
Then again, it's me. And enough about me.
For me, in my own opinion, no matter how gentle or kind you are; you do have your own standards, you have your own style in going with the rule, you have your own principles.
There are things that can be tolerate, there are things that just can't. That's why, I think, people have to have their strictness blade right in place to be taken out when necessary anytime.
Such blade is also necessary when you're holding a pretty high position.. Beholding some values that works for many peoples' good.. Being a head of some organization, or even organizer, or a committee.. Or anything in which you have to justified and neutralized all sides and lots of people.
It is something cowardly coward how you can be strict to one side yet not with another. For any reason that is, it is plain coward.
What's there to be afraid of? You're the boss, you rule. Go take out your blade and show your fang. It is your right to be obeyed. It's their must. So go show it, that they have to, that you can make them to, that they'll face bad things ahead if they don't.
Ahh I'm happy being a 'galak' person sometimes.
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