cold

i'm a cold hearted bitch, yeah
yeah i know so please don't mind
to feel is a task too heavy to bear
and i got no more heart to feel the least perhaps

so yeah i am that much of a cold hearted bitch indeed

crying feels fine for a moment
then i feel like sleeping and forgetting the moment
wait, feel? yeah, i thought i don't feel
then i wake up and the hurt is gone

lalala the pain is gone
there's no heart that feels yeah

i'm a pure idealist by heart..
wait, no, by mind then
yeah
and i can't cope with reality just yet
so please bear the sarcasm

it's just i kinda hate the reality too much to actually compromise rite now
so here comes the sarcastic 'yeah i'm trying to welcome the reality now'

no i'm not that much of a realist no matter how it seems
so no i won't be skeptic... i'll try at least
cause yeah i'm a pure idealist by heart
if i still do have one