something within you just went malfunctioning

nisa is sooooo angry.. was and still angry.. totally..
BUKAN TEMEN GUE
CUIH

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so you say you're tired
then you say you're abandoned
that what you do are just waste
and that no one have cared

in circle, i have noticed
back to the same thing again
to that lame promise
to that silly excuse

once you said you would change
now you're howling, imagining pain
then you said you need some healing
everytime, just everytime.. i got bored with it

no need to be fixed
something within you just went malfunctioning
let's just say it's congenital.. or factory made
you're not practically born when you just want to be understood but not understanding

yeah darling, i'm calling you some stubborn factory made existence
because i don't think human are supposed to be that selfish

feels like snapping my fingers
slapping your face
pushing you away
pulling you back to reality

like when will you actually grow up, doh?
to understand before being understood
to love like you are never hurt
to learn instead of judging
to start rather than wait
to approach instead of building walls

yeah.. when will you actually grow up
you're sickening me already
and you're wondering why they wouldn't stick up with you
funny.. you see mistakes so well in others but not the repeating one within yourself

funny
it's just funny
weirdly
no one's laughing

what do you say about it darling?
not caring, not understanding
pretend to not knowing
or you're just simply too shallow to admit how my words make sense?

funny
it's just funny
and i'm wondering
why none of us laughing
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minta ditampar anaknya
penting banget
minta ditinggalin banget emang